subconmodo: (P - Facing Shadows)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-07-28 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
He doesn't get it.

All these years spent risking his life to save her, to save everyone, never complaining, never asking for anything in return, just picking up his sword and readying his magic to throw himself into danger... All these years holding her in his arms and whispering sweet nothings in the night, pressing kisses to her neck and jaw and assuring her that she was his one and only... All these scars from battle, these tired bones, these victories and losses...

For what?

The day was saved for good. The great evil that overshadowed their lands was gone, had been gone for months, slayed by his own hand, an end to his journey, a new beginning for them all.

And here their hero was, tossed in the dungeons, held in chains, all because one woman thanked him for saving her husband with a kiss on the cheek.

Avery had never seen his princess so angry, so betrayed as he had that day. He'd tried to explain to her that the woman was married, that it was thankfulness and thankfulness alone on her part, that he loves (loved?) her and her alone and always would, but that had only seemed to anger her more.

The air had grown cold as he was dragged away, accused of aiding the very forces he had done his best to defeat this entire time. She fed him, at least, though he preferred the days that she sent servants and guards to do the deed instead. There was always a catch when Vanessa was involved these days: a hundred assurances of his love for her with each needing to be just as heartfelt as the last, each bite of food accompanied with a kiss, a candlelit dinner when he couldn't even reach the seat... The only question that seemed to be allowed was when he would see her next. Asking when he would be let out only ended in a hungry, empty night or two.

There was something different about her--not just her mannerisms and frightening obsession with their love, but a sort of aura of wrongness that he couldn't quite describe, that seemed to be getting stronger by the day. Days that seemed to be getting colder and colder as of late. Anymore, he spends the days in his cell shivering, teeth chattering away as he wonders if (when) it'll be cold enough for frostbite or hypothermia to send in.

Some days he remembers to use his magic to keep himself warm. Some days he's so tired he can't even be bothered.

He just doesn't get it.

How did he end up like this? What was the point of it all?
subconmodo: (P - In the mirror)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-07-28 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Avery stares at the wizard in front of him, eyes wide, mouth agape.

The Dark Lord's servant. Here.

No.

No, it's impossible. Avery had defeated him (run him through, felt the hot coppery rivulets of blood run over and through his fingers, relished the moment and felt horror at it all the same). It can't be him.

"I've been down here too long," he croaks, and looks away, brows knit.

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subconmodo: (H - coffee. please.)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-07-29 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's fine," Avery snaps, even as he paces back and forth like some sort of caged beast. "I'm just..."

Hungry? It feels like the closest word to how he feels, but he's eaten well while he's been in these ruins and even while they've been on the road, and so there's no reason he should be. He just knows that he needs something. He isn't sure what. "I don't suppose there are any other 'side effects' of that curse of yours you haven't told me about?"

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subconmodo: (H - You're kind of rude...)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-07-29 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Avery barely leaves his room the next few days, only exiting to find something small to eat or to wash up. The next couple of days after, he finds it in himself to pick up a sword again and practice in one of the ruin's courtyards.

It's the only thing that keeps him out of his own head, and even then his practiced movements still sometimes descend into furied flailing and slashing whenever a stray thought hits too close to a nerve.

He's doubted her lately. He shouldn't, he knows. Vanessa loves him, has always loved him, but now there's a part of him that wonders if the sickness that's overtaken her has been present the entire time. He'd never gotten the chance to speak much with anyone in town, after all. She'd always pulled him away for this or that or something would happen to whisk him away on another adventure. And then there was the time he'd woken up to find she'd cut his hair.

Avery enters the ruins once more in a huff and heads for the kitchens. Technically, eating is pointless. He hasn't felt hungry in the way he used to since that day with the graverobbers, though there's an itch in the back of his mind and a few slight, insistent shifts from the thing inside of him that let him know that he'll need something else before long.

"This sucks."
subconmodo: (H - I smell bullshit)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-07-30 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
Avery is content to flop down into a nearby chair and watch the wizard for awhile. The soup smells just as good as it always does (though he already misses the hint of spiciness), but it's the expression that catches his eye--or, rather, the wizard's body language.

He's never seen him like this before, calm and unhurried. If it weren't for the whole undead thing, Avery would think he'd stumbled in on a completely different man. "Funny. I always pictured you more into potions and hexes than pots of soup," he says after a moment. It's the first time he's spoken to the wizard in days.

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subconmodo: (H - ...jerk.)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-07-31 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Avery does a double take. "Wow. Really? I promise not to bring my sword along and you bring in a weapon? Gee. Thanks. I appreciate you making sure we're on equal footing."

He should have seen that coming. Maybe if he had studied law he would have caught that particular little loophole in time.

He rolls his eyes. "Whatever. At least I'm going to stick to my word."

He takes a deep breath, narrows his eyes, and then thrusts his hand forward, a bolt of blue flame--significantly bigger than it should have been--leaping from his fingers toward Ekkehardt.

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oops more button pressing

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-07-31 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Avery's quiet the day after their sparring match, and then seems to disappear entirely from the ruins for two days after. When he finally returns, he looks healthier than he has in awhile, and certainly more energetic.

He stops when he finally catches sight of Ekkehardt, blinking and staring as if he'd only just now remembered that the other man exists. "Oh. Right. I probably should have left a note or something."
subconmodo: (H - I smell bullshit)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-07-31 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"Wow. Glad to see you have such a high opinion of me," Avery replies dryly. "My companion was getting antsy, so I went out to eat. It just took a little longer than I was expecting." Unless Ekkehardt had some sort of stash he was holding out on, it wasn't like he could survive the way most normal people did on food anymore.

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subconmodo: (H - did I fucking stutter?)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-08-01 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
His companion writhes, twisting around his insides and sending wispy shadows snaking from his mouth when he breathes. It wants something or fears something, but Avery isn't sure what, not nearly as attuned to the forest or understanding of the creature inside of him as Ekkehardt is.

"Stop," he hisses, but his companion doesn't listen, squeezing and sparking and insisting. "Fine! Fine. Just... Just point me where you want me to go?"

To his surprise, it does. Not consciously, or not any conscious way he knows of, but he slips through the trees with ease, following along some sort of invisible thread where the tension in the air grows thick in a way that fills him with a sense of dread.

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subconmodo: (H - FML)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2020-08-03 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
When he put forward the idea of turning part of the ruins into a garden, Avery hadn't realized just how much work went into it. Between the digging and the planting and making sure that everything is in nice, neat little rows, he's already sore and tired and sweaty and very much hoping that this ends up working out well by the time he and Ekkehardt are done with it all.

"Okay..." he sighs out, sticking the shovel he's holding into the ground. "Anything else you're keen on growing or should we stick to this for our first foray into the world of horticulture?"

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subconmodo: (H - ...jerk.)

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"Oh really?" Avery comes to a stop and folds his arms, his words as dry and unamused as his expression. "Glad to see you're paying attention. I never would have figured it out myself."

He sighs and shakes his head, then looks out the window into the forest beyond. "If you must know, I'm worried about Vanessa. Sure, you didn't do anything, but obviously she's under some sort of curse out there." And here he is, holed away in some moldering ruin, feasting away on souls and living with an evil wizard.

Or an ex-evil wizard.

Whatever the hell Ekkehardt is at this point.

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subconmodo: (I FUCKIN LOVE MAIL)

Re: oh no feelings

[personal profile] subconmodo 2021-04-21 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Avery stands not too far ahead, hands on his hips and a proud grin on his face as he surveys the work that he's done. It might be a bit of a pain for the animals that lived there, sure, but now this place looks like a proper evil forest should, and isn't that what really counts here?]

Not bad, eh? Nice and intimidating. People will probably get lost way before they have to deal with the magic you put around the ruins.

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subconmodo: (H - did I fucking stutter?)

[personal profile] subconmodo 2021-04-27 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
He'd gotten cocky.

His forest had worked so well, sometimes even managing to kill the poor fools who wandered in too deep before he got the chance to even touch them, letting Avery grab up the remaining, wandering soul with ease.

This time, they were bandits, with weapons that hacked and slashed and shot, and though Avery managed to kill every last one of them, he was left to retreat afterward with his tail tucked between his legs.

He clutches at his arm as he drags himself back to the ruins he calls home, bloody and bruised, at least three crossbow bolts sticking out of him in various places. He'd be dead long ago if it weren't for the creature inside him, but by the way the world tilts and spins around him, whatever poison they tipped those bolts with might just finish the job.

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